hahaha !! when i read the previous post its was like 2 month back .. * slaps forehead *
hahahah !! so it really show that this blog is totally dead --"

so yeap , alot of blast thing happen !!
but seriously i am totally lazy to type :DD
so yesterday sayang slept over at my hse ( :
it was fun eventhough we didnt do anything ..
hahahaha !! :D but trust me we slept at around 4 or almost 5 am ?
cool or what ? hahahah !!
but we woke up at 9 ? 10 ? or 11 ? :/
then went to Lot and saw my ex secondary schl mates !
i really miss my Bouncer so much !! * winkwink *

okay there's nothing for me to type as my brain is totally blank --"
okay ! sumpah i miss sayang so much ) :

so yeap , hopefully get to meet sayang tomorrow !! aaaaaaaaamin !! * angkat tangan and sapu dekat muka *

word for yesterday and today , " WHATEVEEER !! "
Blogged @ 10:00 PM
Don't let me go -

okay , i really miss NURZAFIRAH MD NOOR :D






Blogged @ 11:50 PM
Don't let me go -

alright , another INSOMNIA ~~~~~~~~~!
BLEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH ~!

okay , many things happen lately .
ups and downs of life .
buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut ~~!
i enjoy my day on the 27 of September !
COOOL YAAAW ~!

so yeap , my class have and BBQ on that particular day ,
and finally my sayang can come but she have to go hme early .
so yeap , we took tons of pictures of baybeeeeh !

can i upload it here ?
who's cares ? just only .
my blog whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat --"












Blogged @ 5:03 AM
Don't let me go -

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ~!

kay , sumpah i am bored !
time : 4:19am
day : Monday


WARNINGWARNINGWARNINGWARNINGWARNINGWARNINGWARNINGWARNINGWARNINGWARNINGWARNING ~~~!

goooooooooooosh ! another long post ~! baca laaa krg ye klao krg tak pasal berape panjang !
HAPPY READING BABES/DUDES/HUNKS/GAYS/LESBIANS/STRAIGHT/HORNY PEOPLES !



--" today i have Clinical Exam which my paper start at 2pm ! --"
mampos ! macam mana nie nak concentrate on paper ??
gooooooooooooosh ~! hopefully i can do it !
later im goin to meet Joyah and Bobo . sad case Doll cannot come and join us study .
but nevermind . aku redha ! --"

so smlm , jalan raya with family . not baaaad uh ~! apa yg not baaad Ctee ?? --" mamai peh ?!

so kte kluar rumah lepas Asar . first house gye rumah Aunty Ina .
dari bawah blok , i can hear my dearest cousin Syabil Marzuq berkaraoke-ing .
hahahah !
so beri salam , salam semua org yg ada dekat dalam rumah tu .
then me and my abg join my my adik sedare ( Marzuq ) and my abg sedare ( Siddiq ) ,
karaoke-ing .
my mum cuma tengok kte . like all of sudden tetiba je jadi hyper .
we all like crazy people , menyanyi . tetapi banyak pekik uh pasal kebanyakkan lagu tu nak kene tarik suare . --"
so i didnt sing with mic cause i dont want too . but in the end my Matrep cousin Marzuq just put the mic at my mouth and let me sing . --"
tak guna peh adik sedare !!
naseb aku sayang kau Marzuq !~

so my abg kate we are the kumpulan " Specs Boyz " yg menggantikan kumpulan " New Boyz " .
--" gila peh jantan !
hahahah !
so yeap , kte nyanyinyanyi sampai pukul 7 lebeh . agak nye lebeh dari tu time . hahahha !
kte nye last song , tak akan last sampai laaaa my aunty suruh tutup .
cause Uncle Leman nak mainkan DVD " Wujud 4 " . lagipun my mum and dad blum tengok .
so sayang peh pasal , kte pun stop and on tu DVD .
hahahah !
quite scary uh the movieeee !!

okay next , then when too rumah Nenek Long .
nothing much happen . makan kuih , tengok tv , dgr orgorg tua bbl .
hahhaha !

then balek . otw balek i slept in the car .
when me , my abg , Raihan , Ruzaimah and my dad were waiting for the lift ,
my dad tanye , " tu buku apa ? tengok . "
then i give uh .
bila dekat luar rumah , i say , " tak bleh masuk otak seh ! "
my dad kate , " mmg tak bleh nye uh . ahahha ! "
i say , " nie tak tau mcm mana esok . tawakal je uh ! "
then me and my dad ketawe . hahahha ! --"
then bila dah balek , dah pack barang suma skali Lina call .
so i call her back .
daripada bleh tdo , terus tak bleh tdo smp skrg uh !
THANKS EH LINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ~!!!

so i took my books and past year papers to do and study .
few minutes later , my dad masuk bilik and say , " aik ?! belajar ? hahah ! nak meggi tak ? i cook for you . "
i say , " tak bleh tdo uh . can uh yah . "
then i continue study .

skali Raihan kate , " dinners ready ! " padahal nie dah dipanggil supper !!
hahahha !
so i go and eat . then me , Rahim , Raihan and Ruzaimah bbl with my dad .
my dad ceritakan how he pass his Nursing exam . hahahha !
by cheating . --"
baik uh !
he say his lecturer know about my dad 1st wife pass away and my dad is sad about it and cant focus on his study . then that is where my dad lecturer gave my dad the exam question and and the answer .
hahahahah !! but my dad kate his lecturer is the best lecturer when he gave lecture .
tapi skrg dah stop jadi lecturer uh .
hahah !
so my dad tak lokek uh , he share with all of his classmates . baaaaik hati bapak aku nie !! :DD
hahahha ! that time cuma ada 10 org dalam class my dad . hahahha !
so suma org pass the exam . not baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad eh !!?
thanks too my DAD ! ILOVEYOUDADDY ! <3
so my dad ceritakan pasal duludulu , about his nursing life . hahaha !!
it's quite interesting uh . i loooike !

my dad wants me to be Staff Nurse .
alright dad , i'll try my best to achieve the Staff Nurse pangkat .
since i have listen too my mum to join Nursing Course , now it's my turn too listen to my dad . ( :

i'll try alright ( :


okay , so now i cant sleep babe !! if i sleep , i swear i cant wake up ! shooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot !!~~~~





OH YES ! I SWEAR I REALLY MISS THIS PEOPLE !~!












RANDOM PICTURE BABE ~!























hahaahha !! i swear i feel like uploading all the pictures in my blog !!
BIOOOOOOL LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA YOL !! :/
kay im done !


Time check again --" : 5:20am !
Blogged @ 4:18 AM
Don't let me go -

sorry bloggy !

im bored right now so i use this freaking time too update .
yeah i know , when im bored i find you(blog) . when i got friends i put you aside .
im really sooooooooooooooorry ! i didnt mean too do it !

enough of the C-R-A-P !

so yeap , since i've got nothing to do . kak Feyra suggest me to take this survey .
i bet im gonna answer with full of nonesenseness . so yeap ...

Name :	Siti Rahmah Bte Ahmad
Nick Name :	Ctee , Pendek , Rahmah , Kecik , Toyol , Yol , Mah .
Birthdate :	11 September 1993
Birthplace :	National University Hospital ( NUH )
Current Location :	Choa Chu Kang Central
Eye Color :	Black ?
Hair Color :	Black and my hair is still Virgin okay !!
Height :	er , 149cm ? BUT i think i have grown .
Weight :	50.3kg
Piercings :	nope , but i wanted to do !! ) :
Tatoos :	can i do ? temporarily pun jadi lah .
Boyfriend/Girlfriend :	er , Nurzafirah Bte Md Noor ( :
Vehicle :	................
Overused Phrase :	ntah eh , banyak laaaah !!
FAVORITES
Food :	what my mum cook , i eat (( :
Pub/Disc/Restaurant :	i dont go too PUB/DISCO * wink *
Candy :	seldom eat candy . not good for your teeth ( :
Number :	6
Color :	green , lime green , light and dark blue , red
Animal :	kittens and cats and hamster .
Drink :	Vodkaaaaaaaaa ( : Soursoup , Soya Bean and Milo packet from my schl vending machine
Body Part on Opposite sex :	err , i have no idea .
Perfume :	Dolce and Gabbana Light Blue !
TV Show :	anything will do so long i wont bored me :D
Music Album :	anything will do so long i wont bored me :D
Movie :	anything will do so long i wont bored me :D
Actor/Actress :	er . ntah !
This or That
Pepsi or Coke :	Coke
McDonalds or BurgerKing :	Mac
Chocolate or Vanilla	none
Hot Chocolate or Coffee :	coffee
Kiss or Hug :	i want booooooooooooooth !!
Dog or Cat :	can i choose Kittens ? please ??
Rap or Punk :	--"
Summer or Winter :	Summer
Scary Movies or Funny Movies :	i want booooth tooo !!
Love or Money :	LOVE !
YOUR...
Bedtime :	when im asleep then i sleep .
Most Missed Memory :	my last year birthday surprise (( :
Best phyiscal feature :	tak taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaau !
First Thought Waking Up :	nothing ?
Ambition :	Chef/Teacher/Civil Defence/Fitness Trainer/PE teacher . okay i have alot ! hahah !
Best Friends :	Nurzafirah , Naaziya Begum , Sarah Omar and the list goes on and on ....
Weakness :	rejection !! )) :
Fears :	insects yg tak pernah ku lihat .
Longest relationship :	2 months plus ? sedih peh siaaa ..
HAVE YOU...
Cheated Your Partner :	er , ya . i think , i guess .
Ever been beaten up :	yes .
Ever beaten someone up :	er , how bout a lie answer , " Nope "
Ever Shoplifted :	yes .
Ever Skinny Dipped :	what was this suppose too mean ?
Ever Kissed Opposite sex :	er , yes .
Been Dumped Lately :	GOSH ! yes !
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color :	anything will do .
Favorite Hair Color :	anything will do .
Short or Long :	anything will do .
Height :	shorter then me can ? hahahah !
Style :	um , ntah eh . as long as tak exaggerate sudah .
Looks or Personality :	pesonality ?
Hot or Cute	Cute .
Muscular or Really Skinny :	neutral ?
RANDOMS
What country do you want to Visit :	LA ! New York !
How do you want to Die :	ntah eh , havent think of it cause im scared to die .
Been to the Mall Lately :	yeah ( :
Get along with your Parents :	yeah .
Health Freak :	hahah ! ntah eh .
Do you think your Attractive :	no comment ? how bout that ?
Believe in Yourself :	i think i do ?
Want to go to College :	i am in the College already , you Dumboooo .
Do you Smoke :	yes ,
Do you Drink :	yes . last time !
Shower Daily :	haahh ! duuuuh ~!
Been in Love :	yes ! and i am in love right now ( :
Do you Sing :	hahah ! yeap , i just did just now .
Want to get Married :	no comment ( :
Do you want Children :	yes .
Age you wanna lose your Virginity :	ahaha ! tak tauuuu !
Hate anyone :	nope . i think sooooooooo !
Take Survey	Create Survey

okay , time check : 6.03am ; Wednesday .


ahahha ! okay daaaah habes pun . apa punya survey daaah !! panjang habeeees !!
Blogged @ 5:21 AM
Don't let me go -

sorry bloggy !

im bored right now so i use this freaking time too update .
yeah i know , when im bored i find you(blog) . when i got friends i put you aside .
im really sooooooooooooooorry ! i didnt mean too do it !

enough of the C-R-A-P !

so yeap , since i've got nothing to do . kak Feyra suggest me to take this survey .
i bet im gonna answer with full of nonesenseness . so yeap ...

Name :	Siti Rahmah Bte Ahmad
Nick Name :	Ctee , Pendek , Rahmah , Kecik , Toyol , Yol , Mah .
Birthdate :	11 September 1993
Birthplace :	National University Hospital ( NUH )
Current Location :	Choa Chu Kang Central
Eye Color :	Black ?
Hair Color :	Black and my hair is still Virgin okay !!
Height :	er , 149cm ? BUT i think i have grown .
Weight :	50.3kg
Piercings :	nope , but i wanted to do !! ) :
Tatoos :	can i do ? temporarily pun jadi lah .
Boyfriend/Girlfriend :	er , Nurzafirah Bte Md Noor ( :
Vehicle :	................
Overused Phrase :	ntah eh , banyak laaaah !!
FAVORITES
Food :	what my mum cook , i eat (( :
Pub/Disc/Restaurant :	i dont go too PUB/DISCO * wink *
Candy :	seldom eat candy . not good for your teeth ( :
Number :	6
Color :	green , lime green , light and dark blue , red
Animal :	kittens and cats and hamster .
Drink :	Vodkaaaaaaaaa ( : Soursoup , Soya Bean and Milo packet from my schl vending machine
Body Part on Opposite sex :	err , i have no idea .
Perfume :	Dolce and Gabbana Light Blue !
TV Show :	anything will do so long i wont bored me :D
Music Album :	anything will do so long i wont bored me :D
Movie :	anything will do so long i wont bored me :D
Actor/Actress :	er . ntah !
This or That
Pepsi or Coke :	Coke
McDonalds or BurgerKing :	Mac
Chocolate or Vanilla	none
Hot Chocolate or Coffee :	coffee
Kiss or Hug :	i want booooooooooooooth !!
Dog or Cat :	can i choose Kittens ? please ??
Rap or Punk :	--"
Summer or Winter :	Summer
Scary Movies or Funny Movies :	i want booooth tooo !!
Love or Money :	LOVE !
YOUR...
Bedtime :	when im asleep then i sleep .
Most Missed Memory :	my last year birthday surprise (( :
Best phyiscal feature :	tak taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaau !
First Thought Waking Up :	nothing ?
Ambition :	Chef/Teacher/Civil Defence/Fitness Trainer/PE teacher . okay i have alot ! hahah !
Best Friends :	Nurzafirah , Naaziya Begum , Sarah Omar and the list goes on and on ....
Weakness :	rejection !! )) :
Fears :	insects yg tak pernah ku lihat .
Longest relationship :	2 months plus ? sedih peh siaaa ..
HAVE YOU...
Cheated Your Partner :	er , ya . i think , i guess .
Ever been beaten up :	yes .
Ever beaten someone up :	er , how bout a lie answer , " Nope "
Ever Shoplifted :	yes .
Ever Skinny Dipped :	what was this suppose too mean ?
Ever Kissed Opposite sex :	er , yes .
Been Dumped Lately :	GOSH ! yes !
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color :	anything will do .
Favorite Hair Color :	anything will do .
Short or Long :	anything will do .
Height :	shorter then me can ? hahahah !
Style :	um , ntah eh . as long as tak exaggerate sudah .
Looks or Personality :	pesonality ?
Hot or Cute	Cute .
Muscular or Really Skinny :	neutral ?
RANDOMS
What country do you want to Visit :	LA ! New York !
How do you want to Die :	ntah eh , havent think of it cause im scared to die .
Been to the Mall Lately :	yeah ( :
Get along with your Parents :	yeah .
Health Freak :	hahah ! ntah eh .
Do you think your Attractive :	no comment ? how bout that ?
Believe in Yourself :	i think i do ?
Want to go to College :	i am in the College already , you Dumboooo .
Do you Smoke :	yes ,
Do you Drink :	yes . last time !
Shower Daily :	haahh ! duuuuh ~!
Been in Love :	yes ! and i am in love right now ( :
Do you Sing :	hahah ! yeap , i just did just now .
Want to get Married :	no comment ( :
Do you want Children :	yes .
Age you wanna lose your Virginity :	ahaha ! tak tauuuu !
Hate anyone :	nope . i think sooooooooo !
Take Survey	Create Survey

Blogged @ 5:21 AM
Don't let me go -

in this world there is no such things as happiness .
Blogged @ 1:55 PM
Don't let me go -

i shall use this freaking pathetic time for blogging --"

the freaking time now is 4:45 am and i need to wake up early later like around 9 am . wtfish !? so today is Wednesday . going to meet my makcik Fatin Jamal later ( :

okay i was listening to Ria like now and the song is Butterfly apa ntah . iye lah Ria , asal kan kau happy sudah ye .

so yeap , supposingly i should have been like sleeping from just now BUT then at around 2 am plus , i complain to my mum that i feel hungry . naseb lah my dad maseh blom tdo and he is also hungry . apa lagi , i ajak him go makan uh . so i go and get change and kluar go makan at Al-Azhar . i eat Nasi Goreng Black Pepper and Teh Tarik . Ruzaimah eat Roti Prata and Soya Bean . my mum tak makan and my dad makan Soursoup ngan ada buat lain uh . sodaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap !!

and i saw my kawan , Atiqah and Fafa . hahaha !! drg tengah makan when i and my family reach there . at first they didnt notice me but in the end , they saw me .

so after eating , we make a move and that is where i go to them and salam . Ruzaimah pun nak salam jugak . hahaha !!

so here i am again in my mum bedroom and on top of my mum bed . damn !! it's damn comfortable !! shiooooooooook baybe !! <333 thank you mak for inviting me to sleep on your bed :DD

btw , i really miss you and i really want to meet you . that day tak cukup uh . ( tamak lah pulak nie Pendek . oh well !! ) schl ! cepat bukak , please !!!
Blogged @ 4:44 AM
Don't let me go -

so heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey to people who read my blog .

--"

hahahah !
okay . so yeah , this few days is not my day .
BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT !
ONE OF THE DAY IT IS MY DAY !!!
i like babe !!
thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu eh !! <33333
i really appreaciate !

okay so today is Sunday .
and i am so damn bored !
i still havent bath !
OPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPSY !!
dahlah smlm tak mandi , nari pun planning tak nak mandi .
tapi nanti nak kluar , so yeah .
nak tak nak , kene mandi jugak !
DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN !!
hate it !

SOMEBODY , ASSIST ME IN SHOWERING can ? PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!
i so the lazy to bath !!

hahahh !
okay , i think i am hyper !

okay , me and my mum lately asyik gaduh !
WTF kan ?
my mum kate i dont know how too duduk rumah anymore .
mesti nak kluar harihari .
i know i go out everyday .
but why cant i kluar ? why abg can ?
mana fair gyne mcm ?
blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah lah !!

okay , tak tau apa nak type laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagi !

okay , aku rindu sama kamu (Y)
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Blogged @ 1:54 PM
Don't let me go -

can i go and smoke or drink or punch the wall ?
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!

ugh ~

can you dont lie to yourself anymore ? please ?
you can lie too me , but not to yourself .

okay , Ctee jgn nanges ! it's hurts to know the truth .
it really does !! i mean it .
i just cant stop staring at my laptop and those words .
trust me , it really hurts .
why must you lie to me ?
i thought there shouldnt be any secret between us ?
why must you keep it from me ?
why must you lie ?
i want to know why .
explain please ?

i really wanted too know !!
i knew from the start , you are lying to me .
but i just kept quiet .

and i tried my best to hold my tears when reading it ,
but now it just burst out just like that .
it seems i just cant control my tears anymore .

please , dont lie to me anymore ?


Time & Date : 1:08 & 23 June 2010

Labels: cant stop crying

Blogged @ 1:08 AM
Don't let me go -

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey readers ;DDD

okaaaay ! long time i didnt post ! --"

okay , attchment going to finish soon ! whooooooooooooooooooopey !
happyhappy ! but at the same time sad uh .
leaving all my atthcment friends for 3 months and then school reopen we are going back to our different class . im soo gonna miss You , yes YOU ! i miss going work with you together , i miss going break with you together , i miss disturbing you , i miss working with you in the same team ! GOSH ! IM SOOOOOO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNA MISS YOU !

yeah , i know June holiday is coming but then you wont be free as you will be working . if we do outing pun , you might not be tagging along right ? ntah lah ,if you tag along , it's good . i asked you to go out with me also you dont want -.-

so yeah , i guess i have to bear for the 3 months and poooooooooooooooooooooof !! everything gonna be back normal , i guess .

hm , so yeah , dad coming hme today ( Sunday ) and mum is going to fetch him at Airport . so yeah , im going to tag along and my siblings too . but im not sure if my big brother is coming along or not uh .

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand my DAMN PHONE CANT BE CHARGE !! SHIT !! how am i suppose to teell my dad ? FREAAAAAK ah !! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand batt baru matiiiii ! siaaaaaaaaaaaaaal !



Blogged @ 10:25 AM
Don't let me go -

heyheyhey peeps !!

just finish reading my previous post . this weeks quite good and bad for me uh . the good thing is that my dad treat me and my family to shopping . not baaaaaad right ? i get to buy new green colour Billabong wallet , new green colour Pallaz , new green colour MP4 and last but not least i get new white colour headphone . weeee ~ i know , the things that i bought is all green except that headphone je . im so OBSESSED with green !!

okay , my eyes still dont want to closed eventhough i feel sleepy already . i still got 7 or 8 more hours to sleep . ugh !!

June holiday im so gonna plan for the Family outing ! hm , but hopefully what i planned would be running smoothly . cause i dont really do plan . hm , wish me luck kay ? thank you very nice of you .

why are you disowing me ? i really dont know what to say .

kay lah , i want to sleep . ughh ! those things that im not suppose to hear or think is back and now it is stuck in my head !! arghh !! GET OUT PLEASE !?!
Blogged @ 12:40 AM
Don't let me go -

Saturday

why must it have to be this way ? why must it happen to me ? why i cant have those happiness ? i cant accept those things to happen cause it happen to me alot of times . mostly , the person that i really love would always leave me . why ? why my life cant be happy like other peoples ? i really want a happy life .

and i just cant stop crying . God , please .
Blogged @ 11:04 PM
Don't let me go -

i shall use this time for blogging .

it's raining Meow and Woof now . damn cold !! but its good , i love it !!

so yeah , its 3 am in the morning and it is Monday already and i have to wake up at 5.30 am to get ready for work . how COOL shit is that ? and the best damn part , i cant sleep now . i've just finish eating nasi putih with lauk ayam lemak cili padi and sambal goreng !! sodaaaaaaaaaaaap !! andandand now , i am full and i cant sleep . PRETTY COOL right --" wth !?

i need to sleep , atleast for an hour or 2 . come on Eyes , SHUT DOWN please !!

oh yeah ! today i and my groups that is from ward 2 will be changing ward to ward 12 . i heard , the Sister is damndamndamn fierce !! i hope WE , dont have a NIGHTMARE anymore . it is enough to get from ward 2 . enough is enough baybeh !! ( :

i cant sleep , but my eyes are tired and feels like closing but then it doesnt want to be closed , wth EYES ?! PLEASE make up your mind ? come on Brain , send this msg to Eyes and Hands Fingers , " you guys are tired , you guys have been working for the whole day . you guys need to rest now . you guys are not Robot . go and rest , go and rest , go and rest , go and rest , go and rest , go and rest . "

IT WORKS !! baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaik !! im off to sleep now , goodtengahnight <33
Blogged @ 2:58 AM
Don't let me go -

hey readers , its been a long time i didnt post .

i've found my diary while i was searching for a foolscap paper --"

okay im back . i've just finish having a war with the toilebowl ;DD

so where do i stop ? oh yes ! my old diary . the last time i update my diary was like last year sia , hahaha !

actually , i have totally forget about my diary sia . its like the diary does not exist anymore in my life . hahaha ! sorry diary !!

hm , next Monday is going to be last week for me to work in ward 2 . then we will be going to work in ward 12 .

i've learned alot of things during my attchment and i wish to look more interesting thing during my attchment ( : oh ! and i wish we will still be in the group . * cross finger and pray hard *

so yeah , im gonna update my diary later on . more to my personal stuff lah .

so yeah , takecare readers .
Blogged @ 2:11 PM
Don't let me go -

okay , here is a random post .

IMY MUZHAFAR ♥ !!

CP was great lah . i get to help the SN and AN and other nurses lah . learn alot of stuff during my attchment . so yeap , wont be posting everyday lah . cause i got no time . busy with work !! so yeah , byebye readers ! ♥
Blogged @ 10:35 PM
Don't let me go -

heyhey ! okay its like 11.53 pm now . sorry for the late post . hahaha !


aku sundal eh ? bile dekat luar kaw nak rembat aku ? kaw mmg jantan dayus eh ? dgn adeq sendiri eh salah , dgn ex-adeq sendiri pon nak pukol . aku tawu lah kaw pernah sentoh aku duludulu ngan dyer . ape dha kaw , tapy , confirmconfirm kaw kate , " gye mampos , adeq tak adeq " . hahaha ! tapy kaw tetap kene label as jantan dayus taw . okay ?

come on ah Man , aku tawu tu beg mmg kaw nye and tak mintak permission , tapy kan seriously sumpah ah kaw takyah prangai gyne mcm ah siaaa . cube kaw pk balek ah , kaw pernah buat nie sume dekat aku ke tak ? jgn kate beg ah , pasal kaw tak pernah pinjam pon tapy laen barang ade . pernah tak ? lambat nah nak suroh kaw pk , pernah kan . ade tak aku makimaki kaw smp aku tinggi kan suare dekat mak and blang mak yg " jgn smp mak pon kene jugak daripade Ctee " [ actually pernah jugak uh tapy part yg jgn mak pon kene jugak tak pernah langsong ] . aku ade prangai cb mcm kaw tak ? takde kan ? kaw pk lagy ah , klao kaw tak buat dekat aku , aku tak akan buat balek lah Man . pk kay ? ape lagy kaw cakap eh ? oh !! kaw kate ngan mak yg tu duludulu kan ? mmg betol tu dulu . tapy tak semestinye kaw buat dulu , aku pon kene buat . what goes around comes around . pk lagy kay ?

semutsemut tangan ku ! kay dhaaaa !

Man , kaw pk yg dulu , kaw dha buat tu sume kirekan fierce ah nie and pasal tu sume aku takot ? come on ah , jgn merepek please ? favour can ? serious uh .

ade satu kaly kte gadoh , kaw suroh aku buat angkong sume [ klao aku nak buat aku nak gye kedai . sumpah tak nak suroh kawan buat kan siol ! nanty angkong cacat mcm kaw nye ] , lari rumah for 1 months and ape ntah bende yg kaw pernah buat . aku nak buat bleh Man , teros terang aku cakap . tapy tak smp hati bongok ! time kaw lari rumah , mak betolbetol peh binget and sedeh . kaw pk aku nak tengok mak dalam keadaan gytu mcm ? klao aku lari pon , esok aku dha balek . nak suroh kaw jage mak bukan maen susah , lebeh baek aku yg jage siaaa . lagy mulia .

come on lah Man , nak ajar ex-adeq kaw bukan gyne care nye . itu makne nye kaw nak buat mak dgn ayah malu . aku tak nak siaaa . dha cukop aku malukan drg dekat skolah secondary dulu .

kaw pon ade katekan yg aku peh perangai towards mak maken kurangajar ? mmg betol , aku agree and aku sedar . nie aku nak suroh kaw pk . pk betolbetol taw . gune kan otak kaw yg tak berjambol tu . dulu perangai kaw mcm mane ? ade sedikit sebanyak mcm aku kan ? ade kan ? betol tak betol ? abeh kenape nak kene memekak ? smp bulu telinge aku sume gugur siaaa dgr . bulu pon malas nak dgr kaw memekak . like i said my ex-brother , what goes around comes around babe .

pk taw Abdul Rahman Bin Ahmad Bin Mahmud

tady Siti Ruzaimah muntah . tak tawu pasal ape uh . banyak lah wei . aku jugak yg nak kene lap . hahaha !

aku tak bleh tdo laaaah ! [ cinta ini , membunuh ku . oooh . * sound of guitar * lelah hati ini menyakin mu cinta ini , membunuhku . ]

you , i cant tdo luh .

alamak ! timetime gyne jugak kene lagu Obsessed kluar . hahaha ! " why you wasting your time ? " . " why are you obsessed with me ? "

time check : 12.57 am . baek peh ? it takes me almost an hour to post this thingy . not baaad eh . hahahaha ! okay lah , pembace , bace pelanpelan eh ;DD chalobaytey !

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okay , finally get to rest . so yeap , goodnight peepos !! ( : byebye ,
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heyhey !

baru balek lah seh . hahaha ! actually bukan uh . dha nak dekat pukol 1:15 or 1:20 am uh i reach hme .

so tady supposingly gye makan but my mum want go Geylang buy some apples [ as the apples were damn fcuking sweet lah siaaa ] . after that we suppose to go this tempat makan uh , i think Mr Teh Tarik 24 hrs at Geylang . tapy banyak org and almost all the stalls mcm dha tak banyak jual makanan . jady kte pon tukar plan . naseb ade back up plan . gye Railway sapedeeek ! otw nak gye Railway , my dad was talking too my abg uh as i was wearing earpiece dgr lagu . but few minutes later , i decided to hear lah my dad and abg were talking about . checkcheck drg tengah bbl pasal van yg tangkap " prostitude dekat Geylang and bapak ayam " . hahaha ! so my abg pon tanye , " ape bukti ayah blang abg yg van nie tangkap orgorg tu sume ? " my dad pon kate , " yelah , ayah tawu . pasal selalu [ okay , i forgot what my dad say already . hahaha ! ] " then my abg matymaty tak percaye . my dad was like , i can bet you that those vans will be going to Cantonment . so my dad follow those vans but at a very far distance uh . at that point of time i and my abg tengah feelingfeeling jady SPY ! hahahaha ! true enough that those vans when to Cantonment . hahaha ! after that , kte pon gye makan dekat Railway . my mum stay inside the car with Siti Ruzaimah cause she was sleeping and my mum takde selera nak makan . so she just wait inside the car .

so yeap , lepas makan , i asked my dad how to go to BB Polyclinic . then kte gye survey . dha smp BB interchange , i alight and take a look at the bus number . so yeah , from cck ade straight bus lah seh !! bus 188 . after i took that bus , then alight at the opposite of the Polyclinic . hahaha !

so yeap , im still DAMN NOT READY FOR THE ATTCHMENT yet !!

woaaaaah ! im back ! just now i really need to have a war ngan jamban uh . i finish my war dha nak dekat 2.30 am . i believe that there are still alittle bit of my " enemy " is still stuck inside ! then after that , Siti Ruzaimah still havent sleep . so waited for her to tdo was damn tired . so yeah , now is 3:20 am . hm , i better sleep now !

Goodnight readers ;DDDD !

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my decision is final .
aku tak ikot family aku kluar . so dudok dekat rumah with my abang . so yeah , seblom my parents kluar , my mum asked me to do the house chores ! wtfcuk !?! if she come back hme and the house chores is still not done , im going to get it from her . tak heran lah mak .

so yeah , now i am smoking in my room . 5 April cepat datang please !!

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