i shall use this freaking pathetic time for blogging --"

the freaking time now is 4:45 am and i need to wake up early later like around 9 am . wtfish !? so today is Wednesday . going to meet my makcik Fatin Jamal later ( :

okay i was listening to Ria like now and the song is Butterfly apa ntah . iye lah Ria , asal kan kau happy sudah ye .

so yeap , supposingly i should have been like sleeping from just now BUT then at around 2 am plus , i complain to my mum that i feel hungry . naseb lah my dad maseh blom tdo and he is also hungry . apa lagi , i ajak him go makan uh . so i go and get change and kluar go makan at Al-Azhar . i eat Nasi Goreng Black Pepper and Teh Tarik . Ruzaimah eat Roti Prata and Soya Bean . my mum tak makan and my dad makan Soursoup ngan ada buat lain uh . sodaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap !!

and i saw my kawan , Atiqah and Fafa . hahaha !! drg tengah makan when i and my family reach there . at first they didnt notice me but in the end , they saw me .

so after eating , we make a move and that is where i go to them and salam . Ruzaimah pun nak salam jugak . hahaha !!

so here i am again in my mum bedroom and on top of my mum bed . damn !! it's damn comfortable !! shiooooooooook baybe !! <333 thank you mak for inviting me to sleep on your bed :DD

btw , i really miss you and i really want to meet you . that day tak cukup uh . ( tamak lah pulak nie Pendek . oh well !! ) schl ! cepat bukak , please !!!
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so heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey to people who read my blog .

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hahahah !
okay . so yeah , this few days is not my day .
BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT !
ONE OF THE DAY IT IS MY DAY !!!
i like babe !!
thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu eh !! <33333
i really appreaciate !

okay so today is Sunday .
and i am so damn bored !
i still havent bath !
OPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPSY !!
dahlah smlm tak mandi , nari pun planning tak nak mandi .
tapi nanti nak kluar , so yeah .
nak tak nak , kene mandi jugak !
DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN !!
hate it !

SOMEBODY , ASSIST ME IN SHOWERING can ? PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!
i so the lazy to bath !!

hahahh !
okay , i think i am hyper !

okay , me and my mum lately asyik gaduh !
WTF kan ?
my mum kate i dont know how too duduk rumah anymore .
mesti nak kluar harihari .
i know i go out everyday .
but why cant i kluar ? why abg can ?
mana fair gyne mcm ?
blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah lah !!

okay , tak tau apa nak type laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagi !

okay , aku rindu sama kamu (Y)
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can i go and smoke or drink or punch the wall ?
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!

ugh ~

can you dont lie to yourself anymore ? please ?
you can lie too me , but not to yourself .

okay , Ctee jgn nanges ! it's hurts to know the truth .
it really does !! i mean it .
i just cant stop staring at my laptop and those words .
trust me , it really hurts .
why must you lie to me ?
i thought there shouldnt be any secret between us ?
why must you keep it from me ?
why must you lie ?
i want to know why .
explain please ?

i really wanted too know !!
i knew from the start , you are lying to me .
but i just kept quiet .

and i tried my best to hold my tears when reading it ,
but now it just burst out just like that .
it seems i just cant control my tears anymore .

please , dont lie to me anymore ?


Time & Date : 1:08 & 23 June 2010

Labels: cant stop crying

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heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey readers ;DDD

okaaaay ! long time i didnt post ! --"

okay , attchment going to finish soon ! whooooooooooooooooooopey !
happyhappy ! but at the same time sad uh .
leaving all my atthcment friends for 3 months and then school reopen we are going back to our different class . im soo gonna miss You , yes YOU ! i miss going work with you together , i miss going break with you together , i miss disturbing you , i miss working with you in the same team ! GOSH ! IM SOOOOOO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNA MISS YOU !

yeah , i know June holiday is coming but then you wont be free as you will be working . if we do outing pun , you might not be tagging along right ? ntah lah ,if you tag along , it's good . i asked you to go out with me also you dont want -.-

so yeah , i guess i have to bear for the 3 months and poooooooooooooooooooooof !! everything gonna be back normal , i guess .

hm , so yeah , dad coming hme today ( Sunday ) and mum is going to fetch him at Airport . so yeah , im going to tag along and my siblings too . but im not sure if my big brother is coming along or not uh .

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand my DAMN PHONE CANT BE CHARGE !! SHIT !! how am i suppose to teell my dad ? FREAAAAAK ah !! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand batt baru matiiiii ! siaaaaaaaaaaaaaal !



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