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Saturday, February 14, 2009

First of all.. Fakhitah would be really pissed off if she reads this post. So lets just pray for my safety and may her heart stay cool and lets hope for the best that she would understand my thoughts.

Hehe. Kaee, Heres the thing. My mind can't stop thinking of our age difference. even though i tried to STOP thinking about it, Oftenly it comes back to me. Its unfair.
Alryte. Technically shes 18 and im 16 .. Soon on 5 july shes going to be a FREAKING NINETEEN YEARS OLD and im still staying SIXTEEN.. The MONTHS after july onwards is the worst monthsssssss ever.. My fiance is NINETEEN and im SIXTEEN.. FUCK SIAL !!
THREE FREAKING YEARS DIFFERENCE !!!!!!!!!!.. uughhh !!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel soo down and small.. No more 'Mister I take the lead'
But on november 28. I will be a freaking SEVENTEEN YEARS OLD GUY !!.. SEVENTEEN !!!!
Then we would be two years difference.

Well, That would be much better.. I don't knoww, Im totally confused and sad. I WANT to carry on my relationship with her but its just my mind is obstructed by this age difference thingy.

I told some of my friends about this problems and this is the result.

Muzka results after interviewing a sum of colleagues and friends.

80% agrees that it is REALLY ok to have a girlfriend older than the guy.
Out if that 80% .. 30% has a gurlfren older than them..

20% laughs out loud if the gerl is older than the guy. They say it would ruin the guy reputation.


So you've seen my result.. So howw?. Are you in the 80% or the 20%.


Ive also got something to share with you guys.. I don't know why. But for the past few years when i get into things FIRST. Others will start following me. Like for example last two years. I start dating a chinese gerl. Then what i knoe is that more people around me are aiming for chinese gerls too !!. Last year, My career in skateboarding boost up drastically and as far as i know. guys and gerls start skating back.. The skateparks were packed with skaters..
then THIS YEAR.. Actually i got my ferst tudung gerlfren late last year.Kaekae. So this year i have a very 'understanding and pretty' gurlfren and she wore tudung or should i say head scarf. And now.. EVEN my Ex-Gang members are praying n gerls with tudung !. They're dying to find one tudung gerl to be their gerlfren.
And also this year.. Since i got my ferst oldest gurlfren. People around me tend to change their mindset and are aiming for gerls that are older than them !!..
I just dn't know what got into them.. and now. This generations is that the gerls shud be older than the guy then the guy would sumhow be respected and have reputations.. ITS TRUE.. ASK AROUND !!

I feel comfortable hanging out with my friends who have gurlfrens who are older than them.. But to hangout with friends who want to know whats my gurlfren age. Im uneasy with that..
Haish.. what should be done here ???...

P.S : TO Fakhitah, Jangan marah ehh sayang. Im just asking for opinion. Dn't worry. Im getting used to you being older than me. Wow, I hope i dn't screw up our relationship.

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