- CTEE and MUZKA

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Kaee, I guess ive made my decision... Ive decided to......................................... GIVE IN TO HER LLAAA .. Afterall, I think i was OVER-reacting luurrhhs. kan kan kan?.

UUrrmmm, Kaeellaa i want to call her laa. See if shes okaee or not. Hehe. EErrrr, Now im on the phone with her and im speechless seeyhh.. urmm, What shall i say ??

KAella. Im wasting space here in this blog . haha.. Just wanna tell you guys, Muzka and Fakhitah aren't arguing anymore. I gave in to her. Aww, Im such a good boyfriend..

Toddles..

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Monday, March 30, 2009

tady had funn !
haahhaah `
is so cool !
get too spent some time ngan my bby !
whoahhh !
atleast spent okayy dary tarq spent langsong siot !
hahahahaha `
okayyokayy , here how it's suppose to go .
we were suppose to have our romantic time , tapy !!!!
kwnkwn kte kacau .
baru je narq start , sklay drg turon .
haiyahhhh !
sedeyy sehhhhh !

*euuknowiknowpublicdontknowahh*

so jyeahs `

bdw kn bestie , i smoke bck . it's becorz i am freaking stress !
omygoshhh !
tarq blehh tahann with my freaking problems .
bby euu know why i stress , so tarq yahh tanye lagy . >,<
so yeahh , i & my BBY want too QUIT SMOKING !
tapy pelanpelan .
hope bestie tarq akn piss off ngan ctee ehh . ctee betolbetol mintakk maaf & jyeahs ` i feel damn happy when euu korl me bestie , miss ur damn voice . =)

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Its 3:33pm at this point and im FREAKING MAD at Fakhitah !!! At the same time i feel EXTREMELY SAD because earlier i just woke up from my afternoon nap lllaa. then i saw my message opened and i bet its my parents reading it. Im not sure laa. So okaee, I woke up, read the message and korled her laa.

Muzka: "Hello,eu ask me to korl ehk?"

Nikki:" Cam manerr eu tawu?. ayah bilang ehkk??"

Muzka: " uhh.. kejap ehhkk.."

Nikki: "DotDotDot.. eyh eu, I tgh bebual ngan salihin,kiter bebual pasal kejer., u nak die join tak?"

Muzka: " Uhh, yekerr, kaelaa, Sorry ganggu"

Then after that i just hung up the phone becuz i was soo pissed off with her.. Then heres the thing, After i hung up. USUALLY or shud i say. EVERYTIME she would just dial back my number and call me. But for this time SHE FUCKING DIDN'T UHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

. Im still waiting right now.. Yarr, Then what i did is that i get on my comp and just blog my heart out. what i didn't realise is that while typing out all these, My tears are rolling down my cheeks. Haish, things aren't going well for us nowadays.

Its been numerous of times ive told her that i would feel jealous if other guys hears her voice, lay eyes on her or even touched her.

Numerous of times she told me that i was really sweet and promised to be sincere to me and take GOOD CARE of my feelings.

Well,What about now?. I guess she forget about her promises to be a GOOD gurlfriend to me.

Great. Now she didn't even call back when i hung up. I dn't even know what shes doing right now. should i call her back.??

I dn't know whats next !!!!!. Go out with other guys.??

Im getting sick and tired of girls kept doing this to me.

If she doesn't mean it or just say it just for the sake of saying then don't !!

I dn't know for you guys if im over-reacting or what but i know what im feeling. why isn't she calling me back, ? Is she still talking to that guy?. Am i over-reacting ??. ugghh !!. Im just fcuking pissed off at her and damn sad.

I guess i wouldn't be calling her tonight .. I will just call her some other day.

(As for Fakhitah, If you're reading this. I wish you knew how i felt towards you,YES. Maybe im over-jealous. But too bad !. Its me!.. Ive been totally sincere to you, Even you saw it with your own eyes !. dn't tell me you dn't remember. Alryte then. If this is how its going to start. Lets see the ending)

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Sunday, March 29, 2009

okayyokayyokayy !

i HAD ENUFF OF EUU GUYS !

i will update okayy ?

hahahahaha `

whre too start ? hmmm .

so many things happen .

which one too post ?

i guess i post what came in my mind okayy . =)

so jyeahs `

during 1 week holiday , spend MOST of my time with my bby .

very FUNFUNFUNFUN !iloveitttt !

dhen fews day ago , something SHITTT happen !

whoahhhh !

dont wish too elaborate .

only i & my *** know what happen !

so jyeahsss !

crycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycrycry.didnteat.didntsleep.basicallymycontrationisallhaywire.

but now , it's okayy . iguess . ^^

we see how it goes .

smlm gye umahh makcikk dekat malaysia . but she not dere . but my nenek & atokk was dere !

whoahhh ! rindu bangett dong sama kalian .
so yahh , planning narq overnight dere , tapy my adeq sedare tarq dehh , so tarq jady .

dha sampai , kte makanmakanmakan . dhen me , raihan & rahim gye luar maenmaen .

dhen i want too take pic , so i ajak my adeq .

dhen kte amekk gmbr .

eskesk je upload , skrg penat narq upload . hahaha `

yeahhyeahh ! smlm gye mustafa center too find my adeq nyer nintendo ds & i want to find my camera bag !

but in the end , sume tarq dapat carikk .

tarq pehh , nary kte gye vivo .

my adeq carikk brg dyer , ctee carikk brg ctee .
okayy set ? okayy best ! =)

ouhh yahhh !

last saturday kn , which is 21 march or 22 march kn , i got ST JOHN COMPETITION !

whoaahhh ! i freakking screww upp i guess !

fcukk luhh ! i seriously scold myself .

but the rest of my team say it's over , we still got another 2 more too go .

i only did first aid case well . =)

but the other 2 was fcukk upp !

okayy here the part which i was about too cry .

the annoucing RESULT .

okayy , we all were standing in our own team .

the MA'AM & SIR talktalktalk , i was like tired seyy stand .

but nevermind , endure babe !

skaly the RESULT !
for NA's Team overall got 8th teams .

they show from the 8th too 4th .

so i find my schl but dont have .

skaly we came in 3rd luhh seyy !
wahhh ! i almost cry , but i tahan babe !

hahahaha ` bestbestbest !

after everything over most of my instructor cry any NC's team even AA's team . my team were like happy like retarded people corz we never thought that we will be in 3rd place . so yeahh ` happy gyler !

rase mcm narq post gmbr jugakk uhh . hahaha `

the NA's team idont have the pic . so jyeahs ` sorry ehh `

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I dn't know why the photo above is related to my maid leaving TODAY !!.. Its 10:03am . And my family has to leave this house by 10:30am. So i got like 15 mins to post the whole thing. But i guess i want to call Fakhitah ferst before posting uh. Hold on kaee...........

So yarr, Yesterday i wasn't there when she needs me, So earlier i called and she just woke up from sleep. (Sorry cuz i disturbed you sayang).. So I asked her what happened yesterday at her school party thingy llaa. So she told me what she did,Whom she mixed around with and what happened.She kept on talking, Until i said i need to go. hahakx,cuz i wanna continue my post on the blog.. But She sound happy. If shes happy so am i .. I just hope for the best for her. SINCERELY.. :)

Kaee,After this we will be leaving to Tanah Merah ferry terminal to send my maid home. Haiyaa, I guess i need to be independant after today. Do the house chores,Make my bed, Cook meals.. HAIYAA !!!!!!.. I guess i need Fakhitah's help.. MAYBE jerr ehkk.. wakaka.. Im already 17 mahh.Can't expect to rely on others seyhh..

Ishk, Thinking of it makes me stress and tired of it. Urrmm, How am i going to cope with it. Let us see.

After sending my maid at the terminal. at around 2pm, My real father is going to pick us brothers at the terminal itself, He says he wants to bring us outside to eat or something like dat. WHATEVER !!..

KAellaa, I need to go now. Wish me luck for the rest of my lifes.. wakakaka.

Thank you bibik Ria for the things you have done for us,

We appreciate it sooo freaking much. Please take care of yourself.

Do come back anytime you want, I betcha the sink gonna be clog. wakaka.

Thank you once again..

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Friday, March 27, 2009

Fakhitah

Muzka

Its 26 of March and i got classes at 9am. So yeaa, Woke up, Got ready for school and went to my class. Ended at around 11:30am. So lepak-ed outside campus for awhile then got back home, Ate bath and got ready to go out with Fakhitah. Met her at woodlands MRT and we aimlessly drop ourselves at Dhoby Ghaut. Found ourselves in Plaza Sing. And the mall has this gameshow offers where they set up a few teevees around their booth and one of it is EA SKATE !!. So what the hell, I grabbed the controller and skate my heart out !. IT was the first time playing so i quite don't know how to control the game but damn !. I tell you guys one ting. The game is darn SURREAL !!. ITs like you're in the game, You felt the board just by looking at it flip,spin and land right before your eyes. I was soo engrossed to the game that i didn't take notice about everything else. Gawsh, after playing the game we went window shopping for our 'Future House'. wakakaka. Mereps but sweet. What Fakhitah wants are all expensive. NOT including duit hantaran !.

I remembered my fiance told me that theres this american dudes said that im good at playing the EA skate. But oh well, I was born a skater. So even if its a new game especially SKATE. I would master it quickly with the thumb sticks movements.

Then we took a bus to the Esplanade. We went to Marina square and treated her burger King, she kept feeding me that the workers there kept staring at us. wakakaka. Husband n Wife kirekan. So after that we went to tenangkan fikiran kiter by feeling the cold breeze across our face but then we ended up perspiring becuz of the whether i guess.. hahaha.

Then it was 8 plus so we took a bus from the Esplanade and sent her to Marsiling MRT station. On the bus there we both felt sleepy. But i got to persevere and tahan my sleepyness laa just to support her head on my shoulder. She slept quite soundly, when her head fell, I pick it up again and put comfortably on my shoulder from Esplanade to Marsiling MRT. Haiyaa, What a good Fiance i am. hehehhe, GO TO HELL .. Im not that good llaa.

So from the station i went home by the train back to lakeside while she took another bus home..

THE END

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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Ride the sky and feel the transparent platform in mid air..

Lately ive not been going out becuz i got no plans for outing, ehkk wait. After the GAP-C event i did met my fiance and her friend Aishah. We went to eat at long john silver and then straight to Jurong East to meet a guy Aishah met on the internet.

Got to Jurong east and looked around for a guy with the description Aishah gave us. He was nowhere to be insight. Until Aishah went to the toilet Fakhitah and me went around and finally found him..

My first impression of him, Very Mat Malaysia.. Muke cute cam bdak kecyk, His lips are black !!. Smokers no doubt. He dresses very simple. Polo tees,jeans and slippers.. Thats all ..

After introducing to everyone we went to sat down under a void deck and chat.. That guy looked jealous cuz Fakhitah and me were so close to each other while Aishah and her are just sitting there speechless. Fakhitah was soo sweet, She kept on clinging on me and hugging me.. AAWW, I was so over the world. then it was only an hour later that Aishah has to go back home. We walked back to the interchange . The guy split with us at the interchange so there was only three of us in the MRT on the way to woodlands. Accompanied Aishah to her home then sit under the void deck cuz we're tired.. Talk for abit then we went to spend the rest of our time at a park. I can't tell you where.. wakakaka. We were so carried away with the FUN that we leave that park at 11pm !! We both rushed back home. On the way called on the phone for awhile. But after all that rushing. Neither one of us got scolded by our parents.. hehehehehehe. Cool or what !!..

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Monday, March 23, 2009

Yess, Student councillor. Sunday the 22 of march, Bukit batok College West had an event which is GAP-C . Its a event for needy or financially troubled family. GAP-C actually stands for Give Away Personal Computer. Its which family members who is financially troubled could get a free computer to do their assignments or for the kids, Web browsing. everything about the computer would be paid by the government. As for the credits for making the whole event successful. Thanks to the Student councillors of Bukit Batok campus .. the photo only shows the four of us laa but there was a total of 20 of us including the seniors that ran the whole event smoothly. From free lunch to a facebook account,seating arrangements and the mayor arrival.

As for me. I was in charge for the PA system. I get to plug in the mic, Volume control, Background music, Video played through the projector, Music to be played when mayor arrived and lightings.

It was darn AWESOME !!. We get to sit in a very dark room ammending the control system.

And eventually it all ends well.. THE END..

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yyess.. T.J.S.B .. Alot of skaters have been asking me to join us TJSB for a skate session. Let me clear it one more time, YES YOU CAN !!

Its easy, Just get my email address and we will let you guys know when we're coming down for a skate session .. kkaeekaee.

Ohh yarr, One more ting about the MSN thingy.. I did not send those freakishly pervert links !!. Its just i dn't knoe why it just turns that way. I got to know that it was the viruses that cause it. So please dn't reply all those vulgarities to me cuz i didn't even do a thing !!. Why are you guys so stupid about it ?!?!.. Irritating sak when i get online and people just send out replies saying. Aper sak muz send aku gini ?!?!. Muz,what is this ?!?!.

ERGH !!..

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Tuesday, March 17, 2009

I've heard voices telling me what not to do,

I've heard it so many times on how i should do it.

Buried deep inside my heart is the world that i've never been to,

Till now sadly im telling myself just do it.

My world turns dark blue,

Thats how i see it.

Its so cold that i caught a bad flu,

Who might i turn to if you did.

Voices in my mind,organs and brain keeps reminding me to drain,

Drain out all the misery and pain.

From top to bottom,left to right,

Till this year i still put up a good fight.

so heres the thing, shes not so tall 5 feet or more but she talks and act like she knows it all. Didn't she heard of the phrase even heroes could be scared so she better slip out the back even if she dares cuz when she turns around they will be noone out there to turn down the flair. Yes, This is it.. I hope it will end cuz i can't take it till the end. ENOUGH !

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Monday, March 16, 2009

kayykayy , baru alekk dari camp .
hahaha .
actualy not baru uhh .
i came hme ard 7pm + gytu .
so jyeahs `

my camp finish ard 12pm+ gytu .
break camp , but NCO's need too staybck for camp debrief .
we debrief about the camp , obviously luhh =___=
so jyeahs , after this issue come out .
i fcuking piss off !
i even say a vulgar word which i didnt even use too any of my st john mates before .
haiyo !

so jyeahs , during the camp too , i sleep late .
wahhh ! only get too sleep 2 to 3hrs . nevermind , endure with it .
lagypon , last camp for this year . =)

after that i release ard1 or 2 pm gytu .
si naaziya dha wait for me at 7-11 there .
dhen meet her , eat for awhile .
dhen go her hse lepak .
lepaklepaklepaklepaklepak , teach her MALAY IDIOMS , see HORROR movies ( the unborn ) .
it's scary . hahaha . but i didnt pay much attention , pasal asyik TER-doze off je . hahahah `

so jyeahs ` going hme ard 6.30pm + gytu .
dhen TER-serempak fahmi .
dhen find teksi , dhen alek .

so jyeahs ` now , chatting with ; NAAZIYA , ALVIN , ASHRAFF , ALFIAN , AFAI , EDDY .
=)
but i only layan NAAZIYA uhh . hahahah ` sorry eh guys `

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Monday, March 9, 2009

Yess. you read the title correctly, Jealous much ??. Well in the future its gonna be more than two days. Wakakaka.

Sunday- Came out of the house at 10:30am in the morning. Went straight to woodlands to pick my fiance then we waited for Kachykz and Aliya. I remembered following her to the bank, Then she wanted to buy bubble tea. Still remembered it fresh. Strawberry yoghurt .. Nice, But i only got 1 sip of it and she only had 3 or 4 sips then KAPUSSHH !!! . WAKAKAKA, yes !!. She dropped it in the mall !. Causeway point to be exact. !!. Haha, It was soo messy !! My freaking white show got in the way and it turns RED. and i help her took out a plastic frm her bag . I was holding my cap then. The yoghurt drips onto my freaking white cap !! And i dn't knoe if it is a permeanent mark or not. But freaking spoilt it all seyhh. Ergh !!.
Then we ran towards the toilet and clean up . Then she felt ehm ehm ehm ehm.. Cannot say. Sensitive..
Wow, Unlucky.. I forgot what we did the next thing but yeaa.. We met Kachykz and Aliya. Then we went to Ang Mo Kio at Jubilee. Bought the tickets and went to ate at Banquet.
Then we walked back to the cinema and watch our movie which is HE IS JUST NOT INTO YOU.. But if i think back, I didn't really concentrate on the movie. I concentrated to the person beside me which is my fiance. Wakakaka.
Kaee . Then after the movie we went to woodlands and hang out at 'tea house' . Then somehow i remembered my fiance being mad at me but i forgot about what.. hehe. Sorry..
After all thoso chaotic hot day on sunday we all went back home looking exhausted.

Monday-Woke up at 5 am.. Prayed. Then shower, changed to my school uniform,Ate breakfast then called my fiance.. Then i got carried away talking to her . We talked from 8:00am to 12:45pm. All those hours talking to her leads to us meeting each other on that day itself. Wakakaka. So we met at 2pm . As per normal. At woodlands MRT. She was abit late. So nemind. We cancelled our plan watching a movie becuz there was no movie fun enough to watch . So we went to tea house again and hang around there from 3pm to 6pm . Yarr. Spend quality time with her. It was rocking to the core. We WET ourselves. hahaa, Not in a bad way lla !!.. but yes. Our butt was wet literally. >.<

Kaee dats all.. Aperr lagie nak tawu ? uh uh??.. kayppoo..

eyh eyh wait !!.. Ctee class sandcastle was the most awesomest IVE SET MY EYES ON.. ITs soo beautiful lahh !!. ITs true.. whoahh !!.. Why dn't Ctee just go..
" Why not korang buat sandcastle namer Muzka ??"

wakaka. Sedap sikit kalau tengok. !!!!!!!!!!!!.. wakakakaka. Kaee, Im freaky. Miss my fiance damn lot. Gonna call her now.

"Does the ghost kiss you like dis?"

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kayykayy ,
bleyy dikatekn , on sunday i was at outside the whole !
hahaha ,
penat gyler khinzir betol !
haiyahhhh !

ferstferst , smlmmlm my kwn suroh gye hiking .
then i was like , alamak ! baru narq lepak .
but nevermind .
i go . so next day , meet the rest ard 7.30+ am gytu , saw them , sit down , chatchat & wait for my another instructor .
dha smp , take 67 bus go dontwhre .
dhen alight , dhen walk to some place , dhen go in the jungle .
trekktrekktrekktrekktrekk until we go wrong trek .
hahaha .
naevermind , dhen i was like tired .
so i sing very loud & ignore ppl .
hahaha .
my friend thought i was crazy but that it what i do when i am tired .
hahaha .
so jyeahs ` been hiking like 4 hrs+ . hahahahahha !

lepas tuu , asked my dad too pick me up .
dhen i asked my dad too antar irna skaly .
so jyeahs ` antar smp woodlands sane .
gye kfc mkn .
lepas tuu fetch my mum , gye umah nenek . dha smp sane , salam my nenek , tros tdo dekat sofa dyer .
hahhaha .
i am damn tired .
dhen TER-sadar ard 6+ pm gytu .
hahaha `
dhen my mum kate dha narq balek , salam my nenek .
tros jalan gye my father car .
dhen drg narq explore the TELOK BLANGAH places sebab tempat tuu dha tukar bnyk bende .
exploreexploreexplore smp pukol 8+pm gytu , dhen my dad & my lagy 2 adeq kene gunting rambot .
so bring them go gunting rambot sume , balek ard 9+pm gytu .

before reaching hme , i keep on staring at the moon .
i seriously miss my bby , friends , bestie , de gyler's & that boy !
dhen dha smp umah , my bby korl .
in time siot ! hahaha , so , kte bblbblbbl as i miss my bby so much !
haahahah !
so jyeahs ` dhen all of sudden i want korl my bestie , but kn , when i korl euu , ur hp seem something wrong .
cant get through .
haiyahhh ! salahswayyy betol uhh !
but nevermind .
haish `

kayykayy , seem like i have no mood now .
the time now is like 12:19:00sec .
so jyeahs ` wont be sleeping i guess , currently at my friend hse .
hahaha `

=)

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Saturday, March 7, 2009

okay , nary i just OFFICIALLY be SGT SITI RAHMAH !

wohoooooooooooooo !

so , today is the ceremony .

i came LATE SIA ! L-A-T-E !

wtfcukk seyy !

but nevermind , the rehearsal also finish when i came .

so , after that , when too look for the " de gylers "

FREAKK ! i SWEAR i miss them sia !

bile dha jumpe , anisa is the ferst one too say " ehh ctee ! aku rindu kaw "

& she keep on repeating&repeating&repeating the line until i asked " okayyokayy , aku pon . "