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Monday, March 30, 2009

Its 3:33pm at this point and im FREAKING MAD at Fakhitah !!! At the same time i feel EXTREMELY SAD because earlier i just woke up from my afternoon nap lllaa. then i saw my message opened and i bet its my parents reading it. Im not sure laa. So okaee, I woke up, read the message and korled her laa.

Muzka: "Hello,eu ask me to korl ehk?"
Nikki:" Cam manerr eu tawu?. ayah bilang ehkk??"
Muzka: " uhh.. kejap ehhkk.."
Nikki: "DotDotDot.. eyh eu, I tgh bebual ngan salihin,kiter bebual pasal kejer., u nak die join tak?"
Muzka: " Uhh, yekerr, kaelaa, Sorry ganggu"


Then after that i just hung up the phone becuz i was soo pissed off with her.. Then heres the thing, After i hung up. USUALLY or shud i say. EVERYTIME she would just dial back my number and call me. But for this time SHE FUCKING DIDN'T UHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
. Im still waiting right now.. Yarr, Then what i did is that i get on my comp and just blog my heart out. what i didn't realise is that while typing out all these, My tears are rolling down my cheeks. Haish, things aren't going well for us nowadays.


Its been numerous of times ive told her that i would feel jealous if other guys hears her voice, lay eyes on her or even touched her.
Numerous of times she told me that i was really sweet and promised to be sincere to me and take GOOD CARE of my feelings.
Well,What about now?. I guess she forget about her promises to be a GOOD gurlfriend to me.
Great. Now she didn't even call back when i hung up. I dn't even know what shes doing right now. should i call her back.??
I dn't know whats next !!!!!. Go out with other guys.??
Im getting sick and tired of girls kept doing this to me.
If she doesn't mean it or just say it just for the sake of saying then don't !!
I dn't know for you guys if im over-reacting or what but i know what im feeling. why isn't she calling me back, ? Is she still talking to that guy?. Am i over-reacting ??. ugghh !!. Im just fcuking pissed off at her and damn sad.
I guess i wouldn't be calling her tonight .. I will just call her some other day.

(As for Fakhitah, If you're reading this. I wish you knew how i felt towards you,YES. Maybe im over-jealous. But too bad !. Its me!.. Ive been totally sincere to you, Even you saw it with your own eyes !. dn't tell me you dn't remember. Alryte then. If this is how its going to start. Lets see the ending)



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