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Thursday, June 4, 2009

yESSHHAA !!! End School Already !!.. time check now. 6:18pm, Well , lets review today .. I was nearly late for my 8am exam. But made it safely. After that half an hour theory exams which is using the computer. Went to the canteen and satisfy myself with foods and coke while others satisfy themselves with foods,coke and ciggarettes !!.. Then joke around with the band members. Only certains know who i meant by band members. We talked about supernatural stuffs and ghost laa, sumthing like dat..
Then Ibrahim called and asked to meet outside the skul to SMOKE yet again.. But i didn't laa, cuz  quitted already. ( You got that Ctee!) .. Ssoo after that went to canteen to accompany Ibrahim eat while listening to my Mp3.. Then, headed to SC room, Lepak for awhile then moved to auditorium and got introduced by the april intake. Muzka champion.. SOo learnt about the Emcees, PA and ushering yet AGAIN !!.. nemind.. after that half way Amin talked to our SC president to let me and him go early as Ms sman was calling us to attend her workshop. So he let. We went out straight away and went to the classroom where the acting workshop is in place. Our instructor is from British, So you could have just imagine his accent. But the good thing is dat he liked Muzka and Amin cuz we both are much more active than the rest and we came out with ridiculous ideas.. After that left skul immediately, Met my Fiance.. and otw at Je, Saw some of the Taman Jurong Stars ( TJSB) .. AFTER dat took bus 98 and rounding all the way thru the journey talking. Bought her green tea before going seperate ways cuz she feels unwell.. Alalala, Kecian dier tuu ehkk.. Saayaangg dier... then after dat straight away go home and shouted .. YES,BESOK TAK SKOLAH !!!!!!!!!!!!.. oHHH YAA, talking about Fakhitah.. You know today is what date?.. the 4th ... dat means... HAPIE 6TH MONTHS ANNIVERSARY TO MUZKA AND FAKHITAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........ UH UH UH... amcam??.. da 6th months laa seyhh.. wahh. This blog recorded it since 1 month.. time flies and now we're 6 months couple.. Im soo happy for the both of us. Hope for the best in us and let me and her last long aitess cuz i love her till my death..
As for the 6 months present.. I composed for her a song... !!!.. Wakakakakaka...
Wanna see the lyrics??..
Here it is.. ENJOY my malay !!..

Lyrics.

Gadisku idamanku, 5 waktu sehari,tidak sesekali leka dia beribadah pada yang maha esa. Rambut hitam pendeknya dan coklat,warna anak matanya. Dia,Penuh dengan kesabaran,menghalang ku dari kesesatan. Dia, Menjadi impian. Seperti permata yang telah hilang dijumpa, Kasih sayangnya pada ku tak akan ku lupa.

 

Tak sebeberapa tinggi tetapi, harapan ku sangatlah tinggi pada seseorang yang telah bersamaku hampir setahun, Ingin ku mohon,agar kita dua bersama. Hanya dia, Tiada yang lain yang boleh menganggu isi hati ku.

Kehadirannya membuat ku terpaku,Mulut tergamam dan diam di situ. Tak mungkin ku hampa kan dirinya sekali lagi.. Dua kali,itulah tahap ku kepada dia. Berdedikasi,Lagu dulu dan zaman terkini,Kita berkongsi hal,peribadi. Seperti meluahkan harga diri.

Tidak terasa malu bila membuat sesuatu,Rasanya sebegini. Seperti dia dan aku seorang insan di bumi. Senyuman bertukar menjadi ketawa. Memandangkan wajah dia yang indah ku terasa rendah diri..

 

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Terbayang-bayang, Wajah dia di minda ku, Pertama kali ku bertentang mata. Tidak pernah terasa. Isi hatiku ini sekarang telah diperkosa. Dimanakah dia bila ku sudah matang,Dengan siapa kah dia bila tiada gadis mendatang. Ku berasa hampa. Sudah hilang sesetengah masa berlengah dengan sesiapa. Inginku, Mengabaikan diriku pada dia.

Orang yang telah mengubah cara hidup ku yang terlena. Bertimbang rasa. Ku rasa bersimpati, Dengan cara hidup mu sebegini. Inginku menjadi seorang yang berjuang untuk dirinya yang bakal menjadi isteri. Akan ku ke akhir jalan hanya biar ku buktikan.. Bahawa akan ku lindungi dia dari sasaran dicedera,derita dan perkelakuan yang menghina.

 

Air mata berlinangan,Bila ku terbuat kesilapan, Tertekan. Hati ku terhoyang-hayang antara kita berdua biarkan perjalanan melayang. Terasa kasih sayang. Yang suci lagi indah dan murni lagi mesra, fikiran ku terkeluar dari konsitrasi terus ke hubungan ini, Membayangkan wajah mu setiap kali kau tiada di sisi. Ku ngaku, Alangkah indahnya kau bersama ku setiap detik waktu…


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