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acually my brain is blank .
idontknow what to type i think .
ape aku bbl ? mepek sak ctee !
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i improvent for for my SCIENCE !
beak pehh !
first time in my freaking life , i past for my Paper 1 .
haha
26/40 .
not bad ehh ctee .
but Paper 2 was SUCK lahh !
haishhhh ~~
dont wish to remember how much i get .
but i know i fail .
but OVERALL , i get 49/50 .
walaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaoweeeeeeeeeeey !
another 1 more freaking mark , i JUST pass !
haish ~~

nevermind , but atleast i improve pehh .
(:
thanks to yaya and boncet lorr .
their threatening really works !
if they never threaten me , i wont do well i think !

GTG !
Blogged @ 6:40 PM
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Every time is precious to me ,
When i met you ,
All i want is to spent time with you
& look at your beautiful smile .
i do not like to see you in sad mood , Seriously !
but MOST of it ,
I AM THE ONE WHO MAKE YOU FEEL STRESS !
I trying to make you smile each & everyday day .
Sometimes it works , sometimes it doesnt .
NOW ! I regret !
I regret for changing my attitude towards you & others .
I'm trying my very best to change to my old self .
THE OLD CTEE that you LOVED so much !
i willing to change !

Each time we fight ,
my heart pain ,
Sometimes tears started to drop ,
but i tried to hide it ,
again , sometimes it works , sometimes it doesnt ,
I am sorry for hurting you alot of times !
and i know , you have NEVEREVER feel HURT like this before , REAL HURT !
i PROMISED to MYSELF that , i WONT let your HISTORY REPEAT in your LIFE again ,
But i did not FULFILL it ,
In fact i am the one who made it REPEAT .
To see you hurt by others ,
My feelings of ANGER STRIKE me ,
But i did it to you ,
Most of the times , i am angry with myself everytime i make your feelings hurt .
Full of sadness , unhappyness , stressness , have conquer me .
I just keep it to myself , in my SMALL HEART .






BUT WHATEVER IT IS , I HAVE NEVEREVER HATE YOU ! ILOVEYOUUUU,SERIOUSLY,ILOVEYOUUUWHOLE-HEARTEDLY ♥.



7monthsofbestfriend-shipandwearestilltogether(:



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Blogged @ 8:04 PM
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hello semueeeeee !


Actually aku tarq tawu ape narq type .
Wait ehh , let me think .

Tady gye schl with boncet & yaya ,
Boncet korl , asked gye schl ngan dyer & yaya , so i agree .
dha meet , dudokdudok , blahblahblah & wasnt late ahh actually , but the my yellow card tarq dapat sign by seTAN .
After schl also never go time prac , haiyahhh !
Then walk from cck to yewtee & go boncet hse pasal she was sick & she went hme early .
Then lepas tuu lepaklepak dekat fountain , drg bbl & when boncet talk , i look at her & when yaya talk , i look at her and it goes on and on and on and on smp lahh drg setop bbl .
Then gye coffee shop to buy drink pasal boncet haus .
Buy water and gye balek dekat fountain .
Slack here slack there smp yaya narq balek .
Me and boncet sent yaya until her void deck .
Then boncet went hme , yaya help me find money to balek naek bus .
Hahahhaa ! Senang jugak ehh euu find money .
Then balek , joke with mum , hyperhyper !
Kay then , havent eat until now , hahahhaa ! First time siol i never eat until now ! Fuyooooooh !
Ohh yaaaaaah !
Fafaa blog kene spam !
Gerek maha gerek punyaaaaa ! As in her blog kene spam mmg tarq gerek , tapy layan kan nie anak gerek !
Euu should read what we say siaaaa !
Ketawe siol aku & fafaa !
Tuu anak narq maen game ngan kwn aku , kte maen game balek uhh kwn .
Hahahahahaha !
Had fun sioooool ! Maken ramai manusia join the club BUT sebelahkan kte uhh .
Siape mau gye sebelahkan tuu anak !
Hahahahahaha !

GEREK maha GEREK punyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !



Feel sleepy but dontwant sleep . Hahahahahahahaa !
Blogged @ 12:09 AM
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hello manusiamanusia semua !
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actually idontknow what to type , but then , apeape yg ade dlm kepale otak aku , aku type .
Muzka , aku mintak maaf bnykbnyk , it's not that idontwant lepak with euu , is just that on that day i am very busy & sway day .
Sorry muzka , to waste your train fares . ) :

Why must euu & euu selalu ade problems ?
Tarq pernah settle down , klao narq settle down pon is by breaking krg nyer friendship , which it is like toottoot .
Selalu mcm gyne taw . Krg pk it is the best way to settle down ?
Haiyahh ! Krg will make it the third party feel lagy more worse taw & diri krg sendiri .
Euu know why she put on a fake smile infront of euu ?
Pasal she does not want your mood swings too dtg .
She have no choice .
It is the best way to put a fake smile than hurting euu .
If she mood swings , your mood will affect too kan ?
That is why i say , she got no choice .
Haishhh , i just hope that ini sume dugaan dari Ilahi .
Mintakmintak krg akan jady kwn rapatrapat swineeeeee punyaaaa !
AMINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN !











everytime i got problems , i'll try not to think about it .
because i scared it will affect my family , friends & BestFriends !
i will just keep it inside my small heart .
even when today i have done something bad or something bad had happen ,
i took as nothing happen and push it aside .
i try not to hurt my BestFriends feelings , but in the end , i did hurt her .
i even promise to myself , that i does not want to hurt her . but it happen !
i am not good in doing a promises .
) ;

kadangkadang , kte TER-pakse menipu , untok menjage hati seseorg .
klao berterus terang , kte takot yg kte akan menghampakan seseorg .
dgn care inilah kte boleh melihat seseorg itu bahagie .
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